thesmartmagi

Hello followers, I'll like to start off by saying that the past few years have seemed to of gotten progressively worst, this year being the top offender. About 2 weeks ago my mother passed away from medical complications at the age of 46 so this has affected me greatly. With all the death that's been surrounding me, I haven't been in a good state of mind for a while and on more occasions than I'd like to admit, have thought or attempted suicide. By now most of you probably know what I'm getting at by now but I want to assure you that, yes I am more at risk right now but I also have people keeping an eye on me so nothing will escalate. Every

I'm going to try and not say sorry for the lack of Picture's and so on. The reason for the pictures is I have no idea how to work the scanner or how to connect my laptop to it so until then the pictures will have to wait(if Net Neutrality is still a thing by that point of course). The writing up loads are because I have so MANY unfinished stories and I just keep making more, so it's a never ending loop. The Poems are because I just haven't written any in a while with everything going on as of late but I may post some soon but don't count on it. That's all every so I hope you have a good day/week/month/year.